The only way to describe heartbreak is it sucks A LOT. Some days it sucks more. Some days it sucks surprisingly less than you think it should. Then, the next day, it sucks more than it ever has.
You hate yourself. You hate him/her. You hate that you're alone. You hate other couples. You hate that you feel so powerless, that you let yourself get to such a vulnerable point, that you cared so much. You hate that they're probably not thinking about you while you're completely haunted by thoughts of them. You hate that they moved on. You hate the thought of their happiness without you in their life. You hate that once the hurt and missing goes away, you're left with a deep abyss of nothingness.
But mostly, you hate the fact that you miss that person so much, and you can't do anything about it but feel the pain and the soul-crushing want.
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