If I have the choice of being unhappy with somebody and being alone, then I choose being alone. Sure, I would love to meet a guy, but I don't want to settle. I want somebody who is energetic, passionate, and fun. And, until I find that guy, then I'm okay with not being with anybody.
I like my alone time. It's peaceful. Do I get lonely? Sure, I do. I'm just way past the point of being with somebody just to be with somebody. I want more. I want an amazing guy, and I know I can find him. 2009 was so hard for me. I spent every day of it, wondering why it was so tough, why I was so miserable, why I couldn't find the connection I needed, no matter how hard I looked. The truth was I was looking in all the wrong places: the guys with whom I got involved this past year didn't deserve me, and they took me for granted and wasted my time.
2010 is around the corner, and it's going to be a good year. I'm positive, and I have a great feeling that wonderful things are coming my way. I'm older, wiser, and I don't want to waste my time anymore with men who play games, manipulate, or fail to see how fantastic a woman I really am :-)
